so this is me. nice to meet you.

hi. so, this is going to be my second attempt at a blog. the first time i ever chose to do a blog it was for the wrong reason. while i posted some of my most inner thoughts, it was in response to a blog that an ex-boyfriend had started and therefore meant it to be directed towards him, but in a very public, and slightly immature, way. now i want to have a blog just to get some of my thoughts out there as i struggle to find some peace with myself, and hopefully beyond when i reach that point. and for anyone who may stumble across this blog, it would be great to hear peoples’ suggestions for travel (note to reader: eventually, when i am able to, i want to travel across the world eat pray love style and just try to let go some of the things that have haunted me and to help find myself. i’ve already started my journey here, in new york city, where you can be in such a large city with millions of people and find yourself alone. but in this same city, i have also found that you can find parts of yourself, and find great friends who understand that and will be there for you forever.). i’ll talk about the challenges i come to, some very personal struggles, but also mention about my every day life here in nyc – the parties, the food, my friends, etc.  so, here’s to my new friendship with you, the reader, and my blog. i hope you’ll enjoy.